A Simple Thing Called Love

OMG it's o levels tmrw.
can you believe it?
im so scared larh.
i think sofia is so lucky.
coz her cousins and all encouraging her to do well and stuff.
my cousins?
one is taking care of her child at home and the other two roaming arnd spore.
im the only sad soul trying to fnsh up studying.
at least my Iyer chellam bothered to calm me down.
yesterday he was msging me till 1am.
isn't he sweet?
okay larh i can't blog all.
its wasting time.
gotta start on geog and fnsh up chem.
haiz, this sucks man.

16 October 2007

10:15 PM

its been a really long time since i blogged.
was planning to blog after o's.
but im in sucha lousy mood tdae that i juz hafta blog.
i dont know where to start larh.
i was juz wondering how long more i'll hafta suffer in silence.
let's see.
im leaving on 25 november.
so thats like a month more.
after that, i hope things will change.
i hope i'll be able to forget her and move on with life.
im so sick and tired of pretending.
in my heart of hearts, i know the truth.
but deluding myself makes life easier.
i'm so unhappy with things here larh.
and i still dnoe whose fault it is.
probably mine.
tsk, i dont feel like talking abt it already.
its something so deep that no one talks to me abt it.
and neither do i talk to anyone abt it.
besides the t-shirt on my bolster of course.
but whats the point?
call my name and save me from myself.

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